The long road to California
Left everything behind me, Searching for the strength I have inside me, Left you behind so lonely, Praying for the day that you would somehow find me. I'm driving down the highwayCold and dark, dead...
View ArticleHolidays
I really hate the holidays because of you. There will be nothing joyous about Thanksgiving, Christmas, or New Year's. Co-workers are already playing Christmas tunes in the office, which just enforces...
View ArticleNew Year. New Life.
I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find meleave the past behind me, today my life beginsA whole new world is waiting, it's mine for the takingI know I can make it, today my life begins
View Article2 Years Later
Sunday marks the second anniversary of your passing. I’ve returned to visit because I know how important it was to you—to follow the familial traditions of post-funeral rites. There was the first 49...
View ArticleHere I go again on my own..
I am not an easy person to love. Maybe I am destined for loneliness...
View ArticleMental Illness
It's been a month since I was admitted to the ER due to feelings of hysteria. I felt like nothing was getting better for me--as if I was in the same place when I first moved to California. I couldn't...
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Malibu, California
Crash and burn All the stars explode tonight "How'd you get so desperate?" "How'd you stay alive?" Help me, please, burn the sorrow from my eyes Oh come on be alive again Don't lay down and die Hey,...
View ArticleSunday, March 25, 2012
Tomorrow is your birthday. You would have been 29 years old. I wish I was back home to spend it with you at the cemetery. I promise to visit a temple today instead because that's the only other...
View ArticleHappy Birthday Baby
They say it's what you makeI say it's up to fateIt's woven in my soulI need to let you goYour eyes, they shine so brightI want to save their lightI can't escape this nowUnless you show me howWhen you...
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